What depression actually feels like.

Not wanting to live, but not wanting to die. Making plans to do everything and doing nothing, but you're still completely exhausted. It feels like you're drowning, except you see everyone around you breathing. You wake up in the morning to simply wait for night to come. You sleep a lot to avoid reality. You see the world in black and white and people trying to point out the colors to you. Feeling so beaten down by your symptoms, you socially withdraw but also feeling completely lonely. Feeling so disconnected from yourself and being at a total loss of who you are. Your world just stops.

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